Friday, September 24, 2010

Mortgage

It's finally over.  My mortgage was modified after 18 months of jumping through hoops for the bank.  I think that they expect you to cave and give up...I refused to do that...We were taken advantage of by a friend who worked for a large mortgage company.  We didn't have a sub prime mortgage but we were told that our payments would only go down...If something sounds to go to be true it probably is...  I am so grateful that this is over.  We now have a 2% interest rate that will adjust in 5 years but never will go over 4.2% which is reasonable.
I think what bothers me the most is that friends can't be trusted.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Sigh

Why is it that people want to give advice when all I want is someone who will listen?

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Moving on

It is time to get some help in overcoming the trauma of being kicked out of an episcopal church.  I've been too pissed off for too long.

Monday, September 13, 2010

Grace

My last post was well...angry at best.  Yet I have hope in spite of the system, in spite of people who lie, who don't hold up there part of the deal, and who let us down.  I have hope because God loves me and  because people don't always represent God even if they say that they do.  I know that houses don't matter, and where I live doesn't matter really (although I would much rather live in Marin).  What does matter is that God loves me and has called me as her own, and that there are some cool shoes in the San Francisco Macy's....